life is a smoke

 

Born innocent,

Raised with care,

Pampered with love,

Learns kindness,

Teaches what is only right...

Then suddenly...

Wind of fate blows,

Good is no more good,

Truth is only pain,

Smile is all fake...

This is how the world works,

Round and round.

 

Our sun

First, it passed like the wind,

Exposed our mind to taboos of the world's culture.

A never heard place suddenly chanted on every lip, Wuhan!

Then it slowly started to knock on our neighbors,

Tic toking our heartbeats.

 

 

It peeps through our efforts and prayers,

Entered our country unwelcome.

Our spirits plummeted at the thought of hitting it to our lives.

Just like a miracle, an angel saved us from Ghastly nightmare.

 

Our leaders gave us a nonchalant shrug,

They were trawling through every possibilities.

We became sedentary,

All our doors were meant to be closed.

Yet our radiant Suns,

Kept on shining to bless us.

 

New normal gave birth to rays of hope,

Every soul was looked after,

Old and new cared with medicines too.

Young hearts raised to lend a hand,

While others prayed for peace.

 

At times we were divided by doors,

But connected through our prayers.

We were protected from the unseen creature,

Which was born from our greed.

 

 

We have come far altogether,

Every soul lifted by our radiant Suns.

The rays in orange lifted our spirits,

The Moonlight kept us safe,

And Rainbow 🌈 kept us alive.

May it keeps on burning.

 

Thank you.

 

COSMOS

If I were to name this flower I would name it as memories because every one of us has a memory with this flower. We plucked it to check if our crush loved us or not.

It has given hope to so many souls and saved so many hearts from being broken.

We used to name it as I love you flower. As I discovered that's its name was cosmos it made me satisfied. This is the best name for a flower with divine features. COSMOS means the universe seen as a well-ordered whole (says Google).

Every time I see this flower it makes me happy and makes me want to keep it forever but it's not in my hand as I could not even keep my own time.

Photography is the only thing that's can keep things frozen in its time forever and it will be frozen but it will be always warm and always bring a smile to Every being who crosses its path with it.

As I searched the net for its significance it had other names too. Such as order, harmony, tranquility, peace, innocence, and love. Colours of flowers define the flower differently.

so whenever you cross your path with this flower don`t just look at it and go away like it's nothing. wait for a moment, immerse yourself with its petal, textures, and colours too. Try to figure out your feelings when you see this flower and if you feel happier than you are emotionally observing it and if it made you sad you are also emotionally connected but if you are feeling nothing then observe it once again. 😂

we tend to love things and sometimes our love causes the end for them. I hope you don`t pluck them or rub them with your mighty fingers as they are so stunningly beautiful yet so fragile. if you really want to keep them with you forever be smart like me by just taking photos of them. 😘

Thank you ❤

Dear Zala number 1,

Ken-cho-sum created an extraordinary soul, he had given every detail his special attention. He wanted this soul to be a unique trademark. So when he was finally able to put all the wonderful things together he sends them to earth on the 10^th of September in 1992. To a family who always deserved a reward for their kindness. He has to send her to them because they were all very special to them, so he decided to keep them together. And that girl is you Tsheten Zangmo.

Not so far in a place, the girl was also born in the same year but she was sent littler earlier than you. Yes! That is me. We were the opposite. Our characters, our attitude, and our way of thinking were very different.  We crossed our path when we were investing a crime (I could say that). We had same experience (pain) the same emotions from one of our best friends, but at that time we were just hi-bye friends trying to solve a mystery. Who knew universe was building a foundation for us.  I was talking about how ken-cho-sum created you. I think I am losing track now. Now he felt that if two opposite person are put together, something great is going to happen. And yes it really did we have outstanding FRIENDSHIP. He let us meet again at college but this time he wanted us to be the best of friends. He saw the chemistry how we solved the case of our school days. So he wanted us to figure out more with our life.

That is how our friendship began.  I always have a fling or two meetings, anyone, for the first time but as soon as I saw you, I was flooded with happiness. My happiness continued to stay forever, even today.  I am still struck by your vivacity, humor, and charm. How can a person be so perfect? I have always had a one or two complains about my friends (they are going to kill me if they ever read this) but only good words will be laid for you.  

Actually, I not here to wish you on your birthday but recently I thought why not talk about how I came to meet the birthday person. So this the reason for writing a not so long letter on your birthday. I intended to write and post only in the late hours as you will be busy reading your birthday messages from your other friend during the day and thought that you would skip reading mine (just joking, I know you will never do that).

So I was telling you how good a person you are and how Ken-Cho-Sum let us meet as friends. I am wishing and praying him to give us another chance where we will have our time like before but for forever. He seems to be busy for now as we could not meet for more than 5 years now.  

*This is also our memorable day ( our secret)

I must have done a great deal of hard work and build up lots of positive karma to have such a wonderful friend. Who could also be called a sister, but I don`t want you to be my sister. As sisters fight and I don`t want us to do that. Those 4 years of our friendship has only brought positive changes to me. I am not so social with people but when I was with you, I could just go with the flow. You showed me how to be calm. I could compare you like the ocean. As when we try, we threw a pebble in the ocean it just makes the ripples and come back to its own peaceful state. You are like that, no matter what I say to you or how rude I was to you would always say it was ok.  Your calmness has made this ever ready to erupt volcano to calm with your nature. You are very considerate of others. You care a lot. You are extremely helpful regardless of who that person maybe. For me, I would help only those who are in need and whom I think will deserve my help but you have no such judgment. People know you for your kindness. Whenever I talk about us and if they know you, they will only say a good thing about you. To see how great a person you are and I hope you continue to be one. You are hard-working and take your work very seriously. I remember how you used to do all those research for your assignments and presentation. It really motivated me. You are a great cook too (how I miss your cooking).

You have a special seat in my heart I am grateful to your parents for bringing you so beautifully. Your parents must be so proud to have a daughter like you.

Now your birthday message, I wish you all the happiness of the world, the peace of Buddha, and the success of the riches man! May you live long and continue to spread happiness like you always do. I wish you only good people in your life and even if you meet a bad person like me, you can always change them like with your coolness.

And yes, I miss you dearly. Our life has paved into a different path but I hope we will always have a more exciting reunion waiting for us.  I really wish so… love you my dear friend. When I talk about you ana Sonam Yangzom, ana Rupa and Ugyen naturally comes to my mind. Hope we all will be able to meet again. Till than take care. I know you must have had a great day. 

Happy birthday!

♥♥♥

Love Kencho

Dear Lekzang

 

Today is a very special day

as on this particular day,

 10 years ago,

 a very interesting,

brave and

 talented girl

was born.

 

Yes! that is you,

Lekzang Yeega Choden.

And here I am to wish you 

for your birthday!

But first, let me tell you something...

 I met you when you just started to understand our world and yet you had that warmth of a person who would be called a friend. I miss your company, our talks on useful things and most useful things. J

I wanted to write about you a long time ago as I wanted future me to remember us, but I just could not get it down. And since today is your special day I wanted to at least express how happy I am to have met you. You brighten my grey and uplifted my views on how one should never take life so seriously.

We would always hang out and I never felt the absence of friends. You were always positive about everything I told you. At some point, I treated you like my younger sister than a friend. That’s when I started to give you advice (in other words scolding). I want to treasure our moment and actually wanted to share the video we had taken when we danced at my house but unfortunately I could not find it, but it will always be there in my memories.  L

 I am sure that one day you will make your parents, teachers, relatives and of course our country very proud because you have that capacity and capabilities. I know this because we had 5 years to interact and 5 years is a lot. You will always be there in my prayers. We never know if we can ever have that same time and that same friendship but I will always cherish our flashes.

There were times when we were not in our best friendship mode as I was also your teacher but our bitterness was always covered by our love and care for each other. I still remember how you brought me chocolate and wai wai when I was sick.  That chocolate was given to you by someone to you, to have it but you wanted to give it to me. I still feel touched when I recall that day. It was medicine for me.

 I wanted to wish you earlier but dam today I was busy with so work and only got time to pen it down. I saw that you have celebrated your birthday with your family and friends. May you always be surrounded by the people you are loved. This was supposed to be your birthday wishes but ended up writing our little story too.  

 

So here I end here with a message I miss you dearly, hope you miss me too.☺ I wish lots of happiness, peace, and success for your bright future. Always be that kind soul ready to help anyone regardless of how they treat you or of their nature.

 

May Buddha Bless You!

Love💙💚💛

Your miss Kencho

 

 

 

Seeking

 

I don't know what I am doing anymore, everything annoys me, every little things makes me too emotional...I don't know the reason...

I want to run away ...
Somewhere far... don't know where but just want to wonder ...

As this present emotions churns me inside out I am only hoping and looking for an escape route. It would have been easy if I wanted it to be from people but how am I supposed to run away from myself? 

What power in the world would make me like everyone else...

I don't know

Arrrr....

My head feels heavy, my eyes tried and my body is weak. I don't know anymore about what is happening with my life. I am a sister at one time and then another time I switch to being a daughter then I have to change to what I do and there is no option. I don't feel I am alive. Sometimes it stress me out what if my life end here... Stops at this moment where I have done nothing to achieve my dreams. And I don't even know what are my dreams or motivation. I want to go to the forest and explore but afraid of the the wild animals. I want to loss some weight but I can't stop eating. I want to build good relation with my sisters but I keep on fighting with them... What's wrong with me? And these days it's even worst... I have even started to irritate my mom... She gets disturbed Everytime I say something or do something. I keep trying to impress all but I am just pressuring them too much. 

Sometimes I wish I could sleep for ever but what have I done so far keeps me going forward. I feel I am not good enough for the people around me that in my head I keep one running. Running aways from all these...

I am afraid of this side of myself... I don't even have anyone to share all these things... If I do they will just try to tell me to change... Like I never tried... I have been telling myself everyday that I need to change... But what is this? 

I have totally become what I am not supposed to be... 

I have become selfish because all I am craving is to be alone locked in the room inside. Stay there forever...reading, writing, exploring about the world I have never get to see. 

I don't even know what I am writing about but let me tell this is not to scare anyone or not to let anyone think that I am going to do something bad. I am just penning down my thoughts. Even if one person read this shit of mine...I would feel like I have people who.at least read and feels nothing about it. 

Life is a shit,

Some shit are In a golden pot,

Well guess I am not even near any pots. 

I feel ashamed of myself for.being who I am but deep down I am happy of who I am because at least I know truly how strong I m otherwise I won't be in this world to writ this shit about my life. 

And bla bla bla... Keep going dear Kencho...hope you will shine out of this mess which is not really a mess. It's a part of our life lesson just know that you are alive. 

Good night