Sunday, September 1, 2019
Dear Bumchu,
Life is a series of chapters, in one of the chapters of my life we were like soul sisters. Right now 2019 we have become strangers due to our fate. A fate that could have been avoided, I don`t blame the fate… maybe it was necessary… for something big to happen. I often think about you, your smile and want to hear you say au Kencho or ashim Kencho. I want play with you the most. Feed you different foods and want to eat your leftovers.
It`s sad that the days spent with you were only limited and now the memories which we shared are slowly fading. I know you must have even forgotten who we are or who I am. We don`t even have a perfect picture together. I thought I could get it done next time but I never knew that when we meet next time we will become stranger. I hope there will be sunshine for us too, and a day will come when we will be hugging, laughing and will be together like before. I hope that day is not too long and I really hope that, that day is not on the day I say my farewell to this world.
Anyway I hope you are growing up well, I wish you all the happiness and peace of the world. May all the angels bless you with all the power they have to fulfill your dreams and aspirations. May you be the reason to bring happiness and Peace to this wonderful world. We may have become strangers but I will always keep you in my prayers and hope you will keep me at least in your memories.
The days spent with you were too short but the bond was much of life time. I love you dear Bumchu, please stay happy and make your parents, grandparents and your relatives feel proud.
Take care dear!
Tuesday, May 21, 2019
Just 7 Days
I have always been a closet person, never have I ever thought that opening myself to world would be so hard. I always thought I would never fit in this society but I was wrong I was just not comfortable with some weird kind of people not that I am perfect (I may be the weird one in someone`s eyes … hehehe). So recently I went to attain a training which was for seven long days. It seemed to long for me but when it actually started it ended in the blinks of my eyes. At times I find myself worrying about what will happen in that moment? How would I survive? and How would I react to it? but the there is always a voice that echoes in my mind and deep down my heart that says, “Everything will be fine, don`t worry. This too will pass”. And to my surprise it did. Everything went smoothly and I am shocked how I could actually mold myself to fit inside a container I never expected. Sometimes it`s hard to believe of what I could do which in my wildest dream never expected to.
So it all started with the mixed feeling of how will I be able to cope up with the training to when will it finish, but as it`s flow touched me I began to feel clam. Everything seemed so simple and everyone was there for learning…carrying their empty brains just like me. I guess their brain would not be 100 % empty but mine was… I was counting the number of days left, so that I could pack up my things up and say goodbye to it. I never thought that I would miss that moment so much that I would want to go back to it again. And I am thinking why am I like this? Why do I always have this kind of feelings whenever I return from some place? Then I realized that it was not the time that I cherished but the knowledge, skills and lessons that I learnt during that 7 days made me miss those moment. At present I am back to my normal routine of going to school and coming back to home, sleeping getting up teaching and then again coming back to home. In middle of this I am learning something but not as much as I have been learning during that 7 days’ time. I learnt that I was also hungry for knowledge, skills and lessons but at times something in me holds back. What was holding me back? Yet to figure that out, for time being let’s just assumes that I am bit self-centered girl… which is true.
Now let`s go to what I learnt so far, I met with different people. People who was my college friends, roommate, college senior and some who I felt I knew them but never got to ask who they were… so my first lessons started as soon as I meet people. I learnt that I was very poor with people. I never took notice of them, of what they were being called, where they were and where I met them. I also learnt that if you want people around you, it`s very important to know their names and their village and also comes where you met them. At times it made me look as a bad person who does not want to talk to people. In my mind I talk to every person I come across, I even talk with my eyes but they never seem to understand me. So I promise to myself that I will try my best to remember people and their names for future reference so that I don`t have a hard time recollecting where I met them. I hope I pass the first round.
When it comes to my second lesson, I thought I would never be ever to open up but it was not true. Whoever I met I was able to adjust, I just needed to tame my ego and tell my heart that I had no option. I always thought that I would never be able to fit in the society but I was wrong as I said earlier. I was just dealing with people wrongly. No matter who the person is, I found out the strategies to be friend with them. The strategy was, “talking”. I just had to talk properly and in return they talked properly to me.
Third lesson was that I must expect and learn to say, “No” loudly until it is heard loud and clear. Every person is different and I respect that. I hold respect for every being but some people lose that respect for talking things that are not appropriate in the gatherings. I felt so disgraceful for listening such words or jokes but then I realized that if I don`t speak it out who will? Something in me stirred up. I felt bad, low, insulted and even looked down as women. Then I had to do something, so I did. I took a chance to talk to the people about how we should respect each individual and how talking about indecent things and topic will lead to disrespectful to that person which will also lead to conflicts and hate. Do you know what the best part was? When I stood up everyone in the room, everyone accepted my point positively right at my face. They nodded on every word I said and respected my voice. To which I am thankful. I hope no one in the world have to feel any shame or kind of discomfort in any form anywhere because in the world where we could anything, Why not create only Happiness!
Fourth lessons could be about opening my eyes, what was I doing till now? What will I do again? This question have been with me forever… I am still asking it… I never have any proper answer for this question. I feel that I am not doing enough. Everyone seem to be moving fast, I know that I should not compare myself with others but I need to do that at times otherwise I will never earn to change for good. I don`t know for how long will this passion stay with me, but I hope it stays with me till I no longer need any passion to do what was meant to be done.
Lastly I found out that I can fall for anyone, anything anywhere easily. I met with people, connected with them just for 7 days and I miss them already. I feel that I left a part of me in all those places that I have been even in short duration. I vividly remember every room, our bed, our kitchen, corners, steps, the Guru Lhakhag, shops, chairs, tables, crow, the faces of people and many more. There is something in traveling that gives us some kind of positive vibes that makes us look forward for next travelling. I hope and wish for my next travelling be more energetic I know knowledge and others will follow as a bonus.
I meet people from different walks of life, learnt something from them and taught them what I know… laugh so much in these 7 days which I believed would not have if we were not together. I wrote this so as to remind future me of what past me had changed so much. It would be over exaggeration if I say that I have changed from this training but I must say it, Yes I did! A part of me has changed for good and better me.
Thank you!
I have always been a closet person, never have I ever thought that opening myself to world would be so hard. I always thought I would never fit in this society but I was wrong I was just not comfortable with some weird kind of people not that I am perfect (I may be the weird one in someone`s eyes … hehehe). So recently I went to attain a training which was for seven long days. It seemed to long for me but when it actually started it ended in the blinks of my eyes. At times I find myself worrying about what will happen in that moment? How would I survive? and How would I react to it? but the there is always a voice that echoes in my mind and deep down my heart that says, “Everything will be fine, don`t worry. This too will pass”. And to my surprise it did. Everything went smoothly and I am shocked how I could actually mold myself to fit inside a container I never expected. Sometimes it`s hard to believe of what I could do which in my wildest dream never expected to.
So it all started with the mixed feeling of how will I be able to cope up with the training to when will it finish, but as it`s flow touched me I began to feel clam. Everything seemed so simple and everyone was there for learning…carrying their empty brains just like me. I guess their brain would not be 100 % empty but mine was… I was counting the number of days left, so that I could pack up my things up and say goodbye to it. I never thought that I would miss that moment so much that I would want to go back to it again. And I am thinking why am I like this? Why do I always have this kind of feelings whenever I return from some place? Then I realized that it was not the time that I cherished but the knowledge, skills and lessons that I learnt during that 7 days made me miss those moment. At present I am back to my normal routine of going to school and coming back to home, sleeping getting up teaching and then again coming back to home. In middle of this I am learning something but not as much as I have been learning during that 7 days’ time. I learnt that I was also hungry for knowledge, skills and lessons but at times something in me holds back. What was holding me back? Yet to figure that out, for time being let’s just assumes that I am bit self-centered girl… which is true.
Now let`s go to what I learnt so far, I met with different people. People who was my college friends, roommate, college senior and some who I felt I knew them but never got to ask who they were… so my first lessons started as soon as I meet people. I learnt that I was very poor with people. I never took notice of them, of what they were being called, where they were and where I met them. I also learnt that if you want people around you, it`s very important to know their names and their village and also comes where you met them. At times it made me look as a bad person who does not want to talk to people. In my mind I talk to every person I come across, I even talk with my eyes but they never seem to understand me. So I promise to myself that I will try my best to remember people and their names for future reference so that I don`t have a hard time recollecting where I met them. I hope I pass the first round.
When it comes to my second lesson, I thought I would never be ever to open up but it was not true. Whoever I met I was able to adjust, I just needed to tame my ego and tell my heart that I had no option. I always thought that I would never be able to fit in the society but I was wrong as I said earlier. I was just dealing with people wrongly. No matter who the person is, I found out the strategies to be friend with them. The strategy was, “talking”. I just had to talk properly and in return they talked properly to me.
Third lesson was that I must expect and learn to say, “No” loudly until it is heard loud and clear. Every person is different and I respect that. I hold respect for every being but some people lose that respect for talking things that are not appropriate in the gatherings. I felt so disgraceful for listening such words or jokes but then I realized that if I don`t speak it out who will? Something in me stirred up. I felt bad, low, insulted and even looked down as women. Then I had to do something, so I did. I took a chance to talk to the people about how we should respect each individual and how talking about indecent things and topic will lead to disrespectful to that person which will also lead to conflicts and hate. Do you know what the best part was? When I stood up everyone in the room, everyone accepted my point positively right at my face. They nodded on every word I said and respected my voice. To which I am thankful. I hope no one in the world have to feel any shame or kind of discomfort in any form anywhere because in the world where we could anything, Why not create only Happiness!
Fourth lessons could be about opening my eyes, what was I doing till now? What will I do again? This question have been with me forever… I am still asking it… I never have any proper answer for this question. I feel that I am not doing enough. Everyone seem to be moving fast, I know that I should not compare myself with others but I need to do that at times otherwise I will never earn to change for good. I don`t know for how long will this passion stay with me, but I hope it stays with me till I no longer need any passion to do what was meant to be done.
Lastly I found out that I can fall for anyone, anything anywhere easily. I met with people, connected with them just for 7 days and I miss them already. I feel that I left a part of me in all those places that I have been even in short duration. I vividly remember every room, our bed, our kitchen, corners, steps, the Guru Lhakhag, shops, chairs, tables, crow, the faces of people and many more. There is something in traveling that gives us some kind of positive vibes that makes us look forward for next travelling. I hope and wish for my next travelling be more energetic I know knowledge and others will follow as a bonus.
I meet people from different walks of life, learnt something from them and taught them what I know… laugh so much in these 7 days which I believed would not have if we were not together. I wrote this so as to remind future me of what past me had changed so much. It would be over exaggeration if I say that I have changed from this training but I must say it, Yes I did! A part of me has changed for good and better me.
Thank you!
Wednesday, April 24, 2019
Kencho`s Zamling : A-Z about me trying to change to new me Allowi...
Kencho`s Zamling : A-Z about me trying to change to new me
Allowi...: A-Z about me trying to change to new me Allowing unallowed to change me for better, Breathing every moment to live, Collect...
Allowi...: A-Z about me trying to change to new me Allowing unallowed to change me for better, Breathing every moment to live, Collect...
Monday, April 22, 2019
A-Z about me trying to change to new me
Allowing unallowed to change me for better,
Breathing every moment to live,
Collecting feathers to fly,
Dancing secretly to enjoy,
Exploring new knowledge to discover self,
Flowering my world to love life,
Giving more to expect less,
Hating less than before,
Ignighting my passion to learn,
Justifying every result,
Keeping calm for peace,
Loving every good things for bad to disappear,
Moulding my future to a better place,
Nuturing my soul with Nature,
Oops! Passing every gasI could,
Preparing for better and good,
Quilling my skills for good things,
Rooting peace for all,
Shooting my good magic to heal,
Tasting every bitterness to sweeten it,
Using my will in every step,
Visiting every place even in my dream,
Wishing only happiness and peace,
X-cusing my failures to start again,
Yes-ing only good opportunities,
Zoning my priorities to respect.
P.S only for fun ð
... for ð got no other work to enjoy ðĪŠ
Bloom
She was ment to bloom during the warm spring to sow the seed of love but here she is during the cold aumtumn to heal the broken hearts.
She was supposed to be in the golden vast with freshly cleaned rooms but here she is on the dirty road connected to it's root.
Sometimes you are where you don't want to be but you land up where you are needed.
Some place shines you,
Some brings you down,
But at the end it always takes you somewhere...
#thoughtfortheday #Bhutan #Findinghappiness#findingpeace #lost #hope #photography#funwithlanguage #breakthesilen #explore
She was ment to bloom during the warm spring to sow the seed of love but here she is during the cold aumtumn to heal the broken hearts.
She was supposed to be in the golden vast with freshly cleaned rooms but here she is on the dirty road connected to it's root.
Sometimes you are where you don't want to be but you land up where you are needed.
Some place shines you,
Some brings you down,
But at the end it always takes you somewhere...
#thoughtfortheday #Bhutan #Findinghappiness#findingpeace #lost #hope #photography#funwithlanguage #breakthesilen #explore
unrequited love
To whom should I feel sorry ?
Should I feel sorry to the leaves for falling in love with the sun
or the sun that kept on blushing the leaves?
To whom should I feel petty?
Should I feel petty to the sun who kept on shining on the leaves without knowing he is being loved?
or the leaves for falling being in love knowing he can`t love her back?
To whom Should I love back?
should I love the leaves who is loving the sun without expecting anything in return?
or the Sun who has brought love to leaves life?
Sunflower
Some things have beauty installed deep down,
No matter what the circumstances they bloom beautifully...
Even when they pass away they die beautifully.
And there are some,
Who don't know what beautiful means even when they are still alive.
Different people have different walks ... we have no rights to judge anyone... not even your soul because you don't know your Karma.
No matter what the circumstances they bloom beautifully...
Even when they pass away they die beautifully.
And there are some,
Who don't know what beautiful means even when they are still alive.
Different people have different walks ... we have no rights to judge anyone... not even your soul because you don't know your Karma.
Visit to the First Dzong of Bhutan
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First built,
Least visited,
Though being near to road
Or easily reached by walk.
A blessing for every Bhutanese,
Even foreigners joins to believe what has long happened.
A peaceful place with so much of roots connected.
Once and for all we must know that fortress were not just for a mere attractions for them but for us to connects with our passed elders.
Come!
Offer prayer for the well being of all being to the statue of Guru Rinpoche brought by Zhubdrung... and to the statues of eight manifesto of Guru Rinpoche...which is hand crafted by Gasey Tenzing Rabgay.
For peace and to show us the path not taken.
A deep sense of clam,
For the soul's call has been answered,
After the long tide of times.
A tiny dream turns reality and in almity I thank you for the chances and wishes for bounty in my path...
#Bhutan #First_Dzong_of_Bhutan #Simtokha#Simtokha_Dzong #Happiness #Peace #GNH#spreadhappinese #dreams #spreadlove#photography
The blessing
We are born with a faith to accumulate merits,
but with our eyes clouded by greed, ego, destructive emotions and negative actions, we fail to compel our role in this world.
My Guru,
Grant us your blessings so that all the negative accumulation be relived and purified.
May we find the answer in this life and if not, may we be born again in Dharma land ruled by Dharm King with Dharma friends to keep the wheel of Dharma turning.
May we never be separated from you or your heart sons!
Maybe I have done enough merit to have a cup of buttered tea in #His_Eminence_Gyalse_Trulk
May the light of this merit keeps on burning.
Beautiful part of my room
It tells me to get up,
and also to sleep.
It gives me that feeling of being protected with the liberty to
freedom.
I can choose to open it or close it.
Even though my room is dark,
it makes me hope with its gleaming glow.
You are just a part of my positive thing that fills up my life
and
I wish for more positivity passing through you.
Your only friend!
A Rush of Happiness
Crossing the ocean of their life,
Helping each other in their path,
Dreaming and hoping for future,
Building knowledge to become someone responsible tomorrow are the daily routine of my students.
For some reason, a sense of happiness rushed into my heart and a smile appeared on my face... watching these two little angles. The elder girl helping the younger one even when she did not ask for help.
She was helplessly standing in the middle of that accumulated muddy water in the middle of untar road... I was there observing from my side eyes to see how she would cross it...then suddenly the girl in front of her turned back and instinctively decided to help her and she successfully help her without getting her shoes dirty.
Someone said to me that if all the things are provided to student, they would not value it. And today I suddenly remembered it and all I could do was just smile because it was dam truth. Without the struggle they face for education or for anything in their life... they will never learn to instinctively do something bigger and greater for people or things around them.
The moment of their present life, walking to school and back home, talking, joking, fighting with friends, sharing stories, telling their unbelievable dreams and fantasy, exploring their imagination and just walking together will become their stepping stones to their future success.
Some will go wrong path to end up becoming the inspiring person, some will follow the right path and end up in the wrong path ...but whatever for once or more they will remember their upbringing or these little moments of their life.
At present they don't know what they will become but I am for sure that my students will always make us feel proud or they could end up bringing us lot of smiles when we age. And at that time we would smile even without our teeth.
Note- The elder one is in class II and the younger one is in Class PP
Alive but Frozen
I crawled up through the mud to view the vast skies,
I felt tiny.
Insects passed by me,
Humans steped on me in hurry and some stood on me for hours that my back hurt till date.
The scariest among the animals were the dogs and cows. A dog peed at my friend and another friend of mine's hairs were eatten by a hungry cow. He is still waiting for his hairs to grow back.
At times we could see cherry blossom everywhere.
I was lucky enough to have it landed on me but not so lucky enough for it to stay beside me beautifully forever.
There was a time when we were always wet and soked with water.
And we also had days, forgetting the tase of water.
If I could ever walk I would join the children to catch the colourful leaves which falls flying as the wind rush to it's destination.
Now this time of the year I am caged in a beautiful cold castle. I could not move an inch.
I know bad times are not for too long but I still wish for my freedom even though I always admired your white fluffy snow.
I am grounded by the earth, welcomed by air and always cheered by water.
My life's routine keeps on rotating.
I know how we choose to live. I am just a mere grass that have been frozen for few months but I know this too will pass like before.
This too shall pass!
I felt tiny.
Insects passed by me,
Humans steped on me in hurry and some stood on me for hours that my back hurt till date.
The scariest among the animals were the dogs and cows. A dog peed at my friend and another friend of mine's hairs were eatten by a hungry cow. He is still waiting for his hairs to grow back.
At times we could see cherry blossom everywhere.
I was lucky enough to have it landed on me but not so lucky enough for it to stay beside me beautifully forever.
There was a time when we were always wet and soked with water.
And we also had days, forgetting the tase of water.
If I could ever walk I would join the children to catch the colourful leaves which falls flying as the wind rush to it's destination.
Now this time of the year I am caged in a beautiful cold castle. I could not move an inch.
I know bad times are not for too long but I still wish for my freedom even though I always admired your white fluffy snow.
I am grounded by the earth, welcomed by air and always cheered by water.
My life's routine keeps on rotating.
I know how we choose to live. I am just a mere grass that have been frozen for few months but I know this too will pass like before.
This too shall pass!
At your Door
Here I am again at your door
Seeking your guidance and path.
I was never apart from you nor my faith
but I was always avoiding my prayers.
Looking around, surrounded by millions of
your followers, makes me doubt of my existence to you.
I offer my naked heart with pure love,
like a child to their Mother.
I could not offer my sweat nor life like your favorite followers but there has not been a hour without mention of you on my lips and soul.
I have faith in the life you took and will take only to pull us.
I was born because of my Karma but I know you helped me and I am sure that you will only want to bring Great in me.
Therefore I am and was always dedicated to you in my every breath.
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