A lonely walk

These days I have been so busy that I forget to look at the way things are changing.

A lonely walk taught me that the speed of the river has shrunk,

that river silently asked me to have tolerance,

the fish in the river smiled and transported a smile on my face,

even though their family, friends and relatives have been taken away by my kind,

the chill wind knocks slowly through my check and it touches my heart,

as it says me to wake up even at our dark days to move on

and that time I realized that my life is so beautiful, I just needed to see it. 

Dear you

What is happening? Is it the eyes that have been blind or the heart that has stopped working… how can anyone end so many lives in a blink of eye... or do I think that their heart has been hypnotize that they are just used by some demons.
Everyone is feeling sorry on ring of news on their ears… I want to take my eyes and ears off, wash it and check it again... is it really happening? Why are you doing it? Why are you being a slave of others greed? Why are you hurting others and yourself? Is it for your country? If it is then your way is totally wrong because if you really loved your country you could never think of hurting others… am I wrong? There is so many problems in the world why are you creating more? Do you think holding a gun is a good thing? I know deep in your heart you know that it is not good to kill so many innocent people who did nothing to you… someone tried to kill Lord Buddha, but he was not angry… I don`t expect you to be Lord Buddha or the Jesus but at least be a human first because only animals kill like that. For extra information some animal are way better than you all because some animal has much compassion than you…
Whatever the reason please stop this violence … it is just creating so may chaos in the world, everyone is building fear in the corner of their heart. Stop spreading the hate… if you can`t do that then please kill yourself… let other live their life in peace…
Please I beg you don`t snatch someone Father, Mother, Brother, Sister, Love and above all hope. You are better than this! Your heart knows that you also want happiness and peace… this is not the right thing to do… are you going to kill so may live because someone has killed your loved ones? Then you are doing the same.
Why are you suffering in your heart and making suffering for the people who smiled at you. Just go and talk to a kid they will teach you a reason to live… life is already hard when there is no one to support you but we survive because we are loved, blessed, cared or even watched by the people around us. If the person around you teaches you to kill someone then you should leave them. They are not good for you. At least look at the people`s life before killing them, get to know them and see if you can kill them. I bet you can never do that because your heart will never allow it.
I know my writing will be useless to you all but at least I want to do something for the safety of people. I feel that as a person I have a responsibility that I must do something even though it might not be as big as a mountain but I have a hope that it will move the mountains. I want to reach to at least one person out there who is going on the wrong path, in a great hope that I could save you to save so many lives…  … My heart is crying when I am writing this letter to you all as I don`t know what to tell you because there is so much to say but yet I feel that it is not enough to convey my message. So everyone out there I know you are great person, let’s write a letter to those person who is creating so many problems. I know it did not happen to us but no one can say that it will never happen to us. Are we going to stay until we face it?
Our world is so beautiful everyone knows it then why are we not doing anything. Everyone knows that “pen is mightier than sword” then why are you not using it? WHY?  
I need to tell those people one thing in short that please stop it! Will you be happy after killing so many beautiful live? PLEASE HAVE MERCY…
     

Treat them well
At certain time of our life, we feel something… we want something… we see something… we do something… but yet we are still bond by society… yes the same society who don`t care whether you eat, sleep, drink, get sick, feel sad .
We care to go to hospital to visit our friends, neighbor, boss or other favorable person… but we forget our parents are getting old and they need time to time health checkup. We memorize our friends birthday but never bother our parent`s. we feel wretched when our parents don`t celebrate our birthday but we care less to even wish or just pray for their good health.
Our parents are the only things we can`t get in the market of life, anything can be replaced… but never our parents. I feel sad deep down my heart when I see kids treating their parents just because they are earning at the moment. Sometimes I just want to shake them off and shout at them are not important to you?
Is this the only way to treat your parents like this? Please think twice before we hurt them … we can never be able to carry the weight of their tears.
Thank you

Clock strikes at 10:40 pm, it`s a noiseless night. I feel empty deep in my heart, something is missing. Maybe it`s because I am staying all alone or maybe because I am missing home?

God knows what in my mind. I sometimes am afraid of myself as I don`t understand the very me. I know it sounds crazy but it`s true. I plan like a professional and laze around like a beggar.

I was just looking at the picture of past 5 years back and it brought me strange pain in my heart. What is that feeling? I need to find it out. I ask it to my eyes and it was about to cry, when asked to mouth it was smiling.  Heart heavy and my brain brought flashes of memories. What is all these? Do others also go through same experience?  One thing I learnt from these pictures is that if I had no pictures of my memories it would have been faded away just like the dreams I had last night. I look at those pictures recollecting people in it and for some it took few minutes to recollect their name, which was the saddest part. I am not doing justice to them because they were my part of my past. The past that I wish so much to live again lively.