Saturday, September 20, 2025

Burned





The Sun burns me as if He is my sworn enemy,
His light blinds my eyes,
His heat makes me red,
Then come his rays, peeling my skin and bones.

This Sun is too close,
Yet totally out of reach,
He wants my skin and bones,
But I am just a fling.

I know I should not feel this way,
But it is too good to dream,
A dream only I can see,
And now that the burn is too strong,
I am here, to wear the sunscreen for my heart and soul. 

Thursday, September 18, 2025

The Gone Days


When I was thinking of leaving this place, I knew that I would miss these places dearly, but I did not know at that time that it would mentally break my spirit too... this place had become my home for 5 years. 
When I came to Trashi Yangtse for the first time,I had mixed feelings. I was excited at the same time worried... it was a magical experience for me. That time I came with my other dear friends, so we did not feel lonely on the journey.  

Everything was new beginning to me, staying alone to becoming adult and a responsible person. It was the phase where I was entering the society as an adult. It hit me hard, but life was good as the child in me could not be suppressed and everything life hit me with I took it as a challenge. 
People saw me as a child, some me as a mature person and my kids saw me as their friends and elder sister the most. I had made lots of friends too... 

Memories of those days feels like as if I had it as a dream and not lived that life. If I try to recollect all those moments my eyes are filled with tears not because I hate my life no but those moments were too precious to be back again.  It was also the time where I felt beautiful, powerful and unstoppable. 

 And I hate it that some of those memories are fading because I have changed and even the characters and setting have grown and moved forward. 

I expect the same treatment, but I can`t seem to know what kind of reactions and response I should give. If I had an opportunity I would not go there now because it would break my heart even more... because nothing will be same as before. 
 
But I promise myself that I will definitely visit before I take my last breath and circumambulate 100 times around Chorten Kora and beg for forgiveness in DechenPhodrang Lhakhang for being so stupid.
And also see how my kids and those beautiful people are living their life. 

 

Friday, May 21, 2021



 I witnessed your arrival but

 I was not sure why you didn't come for me.

you left us here with the hope that you will be back but I am not sure of your return time.


My karma is mightier than a mountain but I don't know why it is getting heavier each passing day.
My life was a boon to help every being but I could not even resort to my existence.

I pray once again from the deepest core of my heart to be with you forever and to always follow your footsteps.

Passing breeze,
Fluffy clouds,
Warm sunlight,
Teary rain,
Blooming flowers,
And so many other COULTLESS  beautiful things REMIND me of you.

May I have enough merit to witness the power of my pray and faith in this life of YOU. 

Friday, February 26, 2021

To Vast Sky

 





Everyone knows 

the existence of

 the vast sky,

yet no one really knows 

where to get hold of it. 

I look up every day 

to your vastness and

only dream to fly 

in your arms. 

You are the morning,

the day, 

the night,

the one who gives me 

sunshine and rain. 

You change from time to time

breaking and mending me.

If I could 

I would love to 

float as 

your cloud and 

fall down as 

rain and 

snow,

when the sky turns grey. 


Or I could be your 

celestial bodies

to brighten 

your world 

with 

my stary lights. 

I feel blessed to be 

under your umbrella

but at times,

I wonder

if you have 

any idea of 

my existence. 

I may not be able to 

join you 

in body,

but 

I will be 

the prayer flags

flattering your name. 

Or I could be the wind 

even though 

you won`t be able to see me

my presence will always be felt. 



Monday, January 11, 2021

Meeting my star

 Yes! As soon as you saw the picture you must have said, oh that`s Kezang Dorji. Right? 

Yes!!! he is Kezang Dorji, a man who needs no introduction. Most of you must have seen him singing and mostly rapping. I too came to know him through a rap song.  His Kuzuzangpo song made me explore more about him. Then saw him on BBC news, wow! A Bhutanese on international news. That made me keep going. When I heard him talk I was like look at him... he talks like Eminem.

I downloaded several of his songs and listened to them and guess what? all of his songs were not just ordinary love songs but there was some deep message which might change the way you look at your life.  Most of the rap songs I listen to were to bring down some people. Some even didn't care even if it was their family members. I am trying to compare him with other rappers but it's his plus point that makes him a special rapper. He is a rare kind of soul like he doesn't were animal product clothes nor eat meat. All the things in his house are mostly locally made. Starting from basic things such as cups and plates and even spoons.  How do I know all this? Well, I kinda stalked him on Facebook and Instagram. After all, I am his fan.😍

Last year, in 2019 when I got an opportunity to go for 1-week worship at Tashigang I spotted him in the same resort where our training was held. I could not believe my eyes. I was with one of my friends. I told her that, can you see that person isn't he Kezang Dorji? And yes it was... I couldn't pull up my courage to go and talk to him but I really wanted to go and talk to him.  

I told my friend to let me take a picture with him. She was a courageous lady not like me. She said ok, let's go. I was so happy that I almost felt I was a kid being granted a wish. 

At that time Kezang Dorji was talking was the man, I don't remember who he was...well who cares when all I wanted was to talk with him.  We said our hellos and asked if we can take a picture with him. He said yes! We were excited and couldn't hold our happiness that our face almost exploded. 

Kezang Dorji said that he thought he saw me somewhere... At that moment I thought to myself, after all this year of following him on social media has given me some credit. I told him I followed him on Facebook and Instagram and commented too.


Our meeting was short but I felt that I could listen to this man for the whole day. The next day we heard that he was going to perform at Sherubtse College. I asked my friends and if they wanted to go and watch his performances.  They immediately agreed to my plan. 

When we actually reached there, we learned that we have to be in our formal attire and we directly came from our walk-in our sweat pants. We were super excited that we totally forgot about the dress code. somehow we manage to get dresses for us to enter the hall. Before we went inside we scanned through the campus. I must say people didn`t just say Sherubtse gamega for no reason. the structure captured my eyes whereas the roses in the garden my heart.  

As soon as we entered the hall, we could sense the excitement from the crowds. In my eyes, everyone was waiting for the show to commence. Then it suddenly started, the moment felt like a dream world. this happens to me every time I get to witness something magical. I was expecting a series of singing and dancing but to my amazement for every song came up with takeaways or values. Kezang Dorji was talking about how we can achieve our dream by working hard for it. He shared his story of how he became what he was today. how he never let his college life to go into vain. 

Most of the lectures he gave were all related to every individual present in that hall. He took all of us from the entertainment world to the real world back and forth. he talked about various subjects.  He is the kindest living soul from the entertainment world I have ever encounter, not because of his songs and their meaning but of his values, principles, and lifestyle. He has that deep respect, integrity, and love for his mother, passion, work, and the country. He is a vegetarian who is on a healthy diet. He uses only local products, even spoon and cup are made up of wood or of bamboo. And what amazed me was that he was on his extraordinary leave for his Kuzuzangpo 2 tour, where every penny spent was from his pocket.  

I Could never be able to describe the great Kezang Dorji because he is even more than all the words put together. I wanted to write about him way before but never got the time to sit and pen it down. I have missed most of the words he shared at Sherubtse College as I lost the recording from my phone but I know for sure that he's the purest soul who keeps on inspiring thousands of youth and even a person like me. If every nonactive Bhutanese has his personality there is no doubt that we only make our King and Country proud. 

He has shown us how a boy, who could have taken a different route proved to become a hero. That's why he is my Star. lucky are those who can interact with him daily. I wish may his Kuzuzangppo 3 tour hit the road soon and reaches every nook and corner of our country and beyond. 

For me, I felt that his Kuzuzangpo tour is the story of his life and also at the same time touching our lives. 

I am thankful to my friends: Pema Chozom, Pema Zangmo, and Lhamo for granting my wish to attend the show. And yes even to Lobzang sir for taking us there safely. 


P.S. all of the words written are purely from my view and if I am confused with any information please do correct me la. 


 











Friday, November 13, 2020

life is a smoke

 


Born innocent,

Raised with care,
Pampered with love,
Learns kindness,
Teaches what is only right...

Then suddenly...
Wind of fate blows,
Good is no more good,
Truth is only pain,
Smile is all fake...

This is how the world works,
Round and round.

Friday, October 30, 2020

 

Our sun

First, it passed like the wind,

Exposed our mind to taboos of the world's culture.

A never heard place suddenly chanted on every lip, Wuhan!

Then it slowly started to knock on our neighbors,

Tic toking our heartbeats.

 

 

It peeps through our efforts and prayers,

Entered our country unwelcome.

Our spirits plummeted at the thought of hitting it to our lives.

Just like a miracle, an angel saved us from Ghastly nightmare.

 

Our leaders gave us a nonchalant shrug,

They were trawling through every possibilities.

We became sedentary,

All our doors were meant to be closed.

Yet our radiant Suns,

Kept on shining to bless us.

 

New normal gave birth to rays of hope,

Every soul was looked after,

Old and new cared with medicines too.

Young hearts raised to lend a hand,

While others prayed for peace.

 

At times we were divided by doors,

But connected through our prayers.

We were protected from the unseen creature,

Which was born from our greed.

 

 

We have come far altogether,

Every soul lifted by our radiant Suns.

The rays in orange lifted our spirits,

The Moonlight kept us safe,

And Rainbow 🌈 kept us alive.

May it keeps on burning.

 

Thank you.

 

Thursday, September 17, 2020

COSMOS

If I were to name this flower I would name it as memories because every one of us has a memory with this flower. We plucked it to check if our crush loved us or not.

It has given hope to so many souls and saved so many hearts from being broken.
We used to name it as I love you flower. As I discovered that's its name was cosmos it made me satisfied. This is the best name for a flower with divine features. COSMOS means the universe seen as a well-ordered whole (says Google).
Every time I see this flower it makes me happy and makes me want to keep it forever but it's not in my hand as I could not even keep my own time.
Photography is the only thing that's can keep things frozen in its time forever and it will be frozen but it will be always warm and always bring a smile to Every being who crosses its path with it.
As I searched the net for its significance it had other names too. Such as order, harmony, tranquility, peace, innocence, and love. Colours of flowers define the flower differently.
so whenever you cross your path with this flower don`t just look at it and go away like it's nothing. wait for a moment, immerse yourself with its petal, textures, and colours too. Try to figure out your feelings when you see this flower and if you feel happier than you are emotionally observing it and if it made you sad you are also emotionally connected but if you are feeling nothing then observe it once again. 😂
we tend to love things and sometimes our love causes the end for them. I hope you don`t pluck them or rub them with your mighty fingers as they are so stunningly beautiful yet so fragile. if you really want to keep them with you forever be smart like me by just taking photos of them. 😘
Thank you ❤

Thursday, September 10, 2020




Dear Zala number 1,

Ken-cho-sum created an extraordinary soul, he had given every detail his special attention. He wanted this soul to be a unique trademark. So when he was finally able to put all the wonderful things together he sends them to earth on the 10th of September in 1992. To a family who always deserved a reward for their kindness. He has to send her to them because they were all very special to them, so he decided to keep them together. And that girl is you Tsheten Zangmo.

Not so far in a place, the girl was also born in the same year but she was sent littler earlier than you. Yes! That is me. We were the opposite. Our characters, our attitude, and our way of thinking were very different.  We crossed our path when we were investing a crime (I could say that). We had same experience (pain) the same emotions from one of our best friends, but at that time we were just hi-bye friends trying to solve a mystery. Who knew universe was building a foundation for us.  I was talking about how ken-cho-sum created you. I think I am losing track now. Now he felt that if two opposite person are put together, something great is going to happen. And yes it really did we have outstanding FRIENDSHIP. He let us meet again at college but this time he wanted us to be the best of friends. He saw the chemistry how we solved the case of our school days. So he wanted us to figure out more with our life.

That is how our friendship began.  I always have a fling or two meetings, anyone, for the first time but as soon as I saw you, I was flooded with happiness. My happiness continued to stay forever, even today.  I am still struck by your vivacity, humor, and charm. How can a person be so perfect? I have always had a one or two complains about my friends (they are going to kill me if they ever read this) but only good words will be laid for you.  

Actually, I not here to wish you on your birthday but recently I thought why not talk about how I came to meet the birthday person. So this the reason for writing a not so long letter on your birthday. I intended to write and post only in the late hours as you will be busy reading your birthday messages from your other friend during the day and thought that you would skip reading mine (just joking, I know you will never do that).

So I was telling you how good a person you are and how Ken-Cho-Sum let us meet as friends. I am wishing and praying him to give us another chance where we will have our time like before but for forever. He seems to be busy for now as we could not meet for more than 5 years now.  


*This is also our memorable day ( our secret)

I must have done a great deal of hard work and build up lots of positive karma to have such a wonderful friend. Who could also be called a sister, but I don`t want you to be my sister. As sisters fight and I don`t want us to do that. Those 4 years of our friendship has only brought positive changes to me. I am not so social with people but when I was with you, I could just go with the flow. You showed me how to be calm. I could compare you like the ocean. As when we try, we threw a pebble in the ocean it just makes the ripples and come back to its own peaceful state. You are like that, no matter what I say to you or how rude I was to you would always say it was ok.  Your calmness has made this ever ready to erupt volcano to calm with your nature. You are very considerate of others. You care a lot. You are extremely helpful regardless of who that person maybe. For me, I would help only those who are in need and whom I think will deserve my help but you have no such judgment. People know you for your kindness. Whenever I talk about us and if they know you, they will only say a good thing about you. To see how great a person you are and I hope you continue to be one. You are hard-working and take your work very seriously. I remember how you used to do all those research for your assignments and presentation. It really motivated me. You are a great cook too (how I miss your cooking).

You have a special seat in my heart I am grateful to your parents for bringing you so beautifully. Your parents must be so proud to have a daughter like you.

Now your birthday message, I wish you all the happiness of the world, the peace of Buddha, and the success of the riches man! May you live long and continue to spread happiness like you always do. I wish you only good people in your life and even if you meet a bad person like me, you can always change them like with your coolness.

And yes, I miss you dearly. Our life has paved into a different path but I hope we will always have a more exciting reunion waiting for us.  I really wish so… love you my dear friend. When I talk about you ana Sonam Yangzom, ana Rupa and Ugyen naturally comes to my mind. Hope we all will be able to meet again. Till than take care. I know you must have had a great day. 

Happy birthday!

♥♥♥

Love Kencho


Tuesday, September 1, 2020

Dear Lekzang

 



Today is a very special day

as on this particular day,

 10 years ago,

 a very interesting,

brave and

 talented girl

was born.

 

Yes! that is you,

Lekzang Yeega Choden.

And here I am to wish you 

for your birthday!



But first, let me tell you something...


 I met you when you just started to understand our world and yet you had that warmth of a person who would be called a friend. I miss your company, our talks on useful things and most useful things. J

I wanted to write about you a long time ago as I wanted future me to remember us, but I just could not get it down. And since today is your special day I wanted to at least express how happy I am to have met you. You brighten my grey and uplifted my views on how one should never take life so seriously.

We would always hang out and I never felt the absence of friends. You were always positive about everything I told you. At some point, I treated you like my younger sister than a friend. That’s when I started to give you advice (in other words scolding). I want to treasure our moment and actually wanted to share the video we had taken when we danced at my house but unfortunately I could not find it, but it will always be there in my memories.  L




 I am sure that one day you will make your parents, teachers, relatives and of course our country very proud because you have that capacity and capabilities. I know this because we had 5 years to interact and 5 years is a lot. You will always be there in my prayers. We never know if we can ever have that same time and that same friendship but I will always cherish our flashes.

There were times when we were not in our best friendship mode as I was also your teacher but our bitterness was always covered by our love and care for each other. I still remember how you brought me chocolate and wai wai when I was sick.  That chocolate was given to you by someone to you, to have it but you wanted to give it to me. I still feel touched when I recall that day. It was medicine for me.

 I wanted to wish you earlier but dam today I was busy with so work and only got time to pen it down. I saw that you have celebrated your birthday with your family and friends. May you always be surrounded by the people you are loved. This was supposed to be your birthday wishes but ended up writing our little story too.  

 

So here I end here with a message I miss you dearly, hope you miss me too.☺ I wish lots of happiness, peace, and success for your bright future. Always be that kind soul ready to help anyone regardless of how they treat you or of their nature.


 

May Buddha Bless You!

Love💙💚💛

Your miss Kencho

 

 

 

Sunday, August 30, 2020

Seeking

 

I don't know what I am doing anymore, everything annoys me, every little things makes me too emotional...I don't know the reason...

I want to run away ...
Somewhere far... don't know where but just want to wonder ...

As this present emotions churns me inside out I am only hoping and looking for an escape route. It would have been easy if I wanted it to be from people but how am I supposed to run away from myself? 

What power in the world would make me like everyone else...




Sunday, May 31, 2020

I don't know

Arrrr....
My head feels heavy, my eyes tried and my body is weak. I don't know anymore about what is happening with my life. I am a sister at one time and then another time I switch to being a daughter then I have to change to what I do and there is no option. I don't feel I am alive. Sometimes it stress me out what if my life end here... Stops at this moment where I have done nothing to achieve my dreams. And I don't even know what are my dreams or motivation. I want to go to the forest and explore but afraid of the the wild animals. I want to loss some weight but I can't stop eating. I want to build good relation with my sisters but I keep on fighting with them... What's wrong with me? And these days it's even worst... I have even started to irritate my mom... She gets disturbed Everytime I say something or do something. I keep trying to impress all but I am just pressuring them too much. 
Sometimes I wish I could sleep for ever but what have I done so far keeps me going forward. I feel I am not good enough for the people around me that in my head I keep one running. Running aways from all these...
I am afraid of this side of myself... I don't even have anyone to share all these things... If I do they will just try to tell me to change... Like I never tried... I have been telling myself everyday that I need to change... But what is this? 
I have totally become what I am not supposed to be... 
I have become selfish because all I am craving is to be alone locked in the room inside. Stay there forever...reading, writing, exploring about the world I have never get to see. 
I don't even know what I am writing about but let me tell this is not to scare anyone or not to let anyone think that I am going to do something bad. I am just penning down my thoughts. Even if one person read this shit of mine...I would feel like I have people who.at least read and feels nothing about it. 

Life is a shit,
Some shit are In a golden pot,
Well guess I am not even near any pots. 

I feel ashamed of myself for.being who I am but deep down I am happy of who I am because at least I know truly how strong I m otherwise I won't be in this world to writ this shit about my life. 


And bla bla bla... Keep going dear Kencho...hope you will shine out of this mess which is not really a mess. It's a part of our life lesson just know that you are alive. 

Good night

Sunday, September 1, 2019

Dear Bumchu,



Life is a series of chapters, in one of the chapters of my life we were like soul sisters. Right now 2019 we have become strangers due to our fate. A fate that could have been avoided, I don`t blame the fate… maybe it was necessary… for something big to happen. I often think about you, your smile and want to hear you say au Kencho or ashim Kencho. I want play with you the most. Feed you different foods and want to eat your leftovers.

It`s sad that the days spent with you were only limited and now the memories which we shared are slowly fading. I know you must have even forgotten who we are or who I am. We don`t even have a perfect picture together. I thought I could get it done next time but I never knew that when we meet next time we will become stranger.  I hope there will be sunshine for us too, and a day will come when we will be hugging, laughing and will be together like before. I hope that day is not too long and I really hope that, that day is not on the day I say my farewell to this world.
Anyway I hope you are growing up well, I wish you all the happiness and peace of the world. May all the angels bless you with all the power they have to fulfill your dreams and aspirations. May you be the reason to bring happiness and Peace to this wonderful world.  We may have become strangers but I will always keep you in my prayers and hope you will keep me at least in your memories.
The days spent with you were too short but the bond was much of life time. I love you dear Bumchu, please stay happy and make your parents, grandparents and your relatives feel proud.

Take care dear!