A letter for people who have war in their heart

Dear you

What is happening? Is it the eyes that have been blind or the heart that has stopped working… how can anyone end so many lives in a blink of eye... or do I think that their heart has been hypnotize that they are just used by some demons.

Everyone is feeling sorry on ring of news on their ears… I want to take my eyes and ears off, wash it and check it again...

is it really happening?

Why are you doing it?

 Why are you being a slave of others greed?

Why are you hurting others and yourself?

Is it for your country?

If it is then your way is totally wrong because if you really loved your country you could never think of hurting others…

Am I wrong?

There are so many problems in the world why are you creating more? Do you think holding a gun is a good thing? I know deep in your heart you know that it is not good to kill so many innocent people who did nothing to you… someone tried to kill Lord Buddha, but he was not angry… I don`t expect you to be Lord Buddha or the Jesus but at least be a human first because only animals kill like that. For extra information some animal are way better than you all because some animal has much compassion than you…

Whatever the reason please stop this violence … it is just creating so many chaos in the world, everyone is building fear in the corner of their heart. Stop spreading the hate… if you can`t do that then please kill yourself… let other live their life in peace…

Please I beg you don`t snatch someone Father, Mother, Brother, Sister, Love and above all hope.

You are better than this! You were not born for this!

Your heart knows that you also want happiness and peace… this is not the right thing to do… are you going to kill so may live because someone has killed your loved ones? Then you are doing the same.

Why are you suffering in your heart and making suffering for the people who smiled at you. Just go and talk to a kid they will teach you a reason to live… life is already hard when there is no one to support you but we survive because we are loved, blessed, cared or even watched by the people around us. If the person around you teaches you to kill someone then you should leave them. They are not good for you. At least look at their lives before killing them, get to know them and see if you can kill them. I bet you can never do that because your heart will never allow it.

I know my writing will be useless to you all but at least I want to do something for the safety of people. I feel that as a person I have a responsibility that I must do something even though it might not be as big as a mountain but I have a hope that it will move the mountains. I want to reach to at least one person out there who is going on the wrong path, in a great hope that I could save you to save so many lives… L … My heart is crying when I am writing this letter to you all as I don`t know what to tell you because there is so much to say but yet I feel that it is not enough to convey my message.

So everyone out there I know you are great person, let’s write a letter to those person who is creating so many problems. I know it did not happen to us but no one can say that it will never happen to us. Are we going to stay until we face it?

Our world is so beautiful everyone knows it then why are we not doing anything. Everyone knows that “pen is mightier than sword” then why are you not using it? WHY?  

I need to tell those people one thing in short that please stop it!

Will you be happy after killing so many beautiful live?

PLEASE HAVE MERCY!      

PRAYING FOR MY TEACHER!

 

We got an opportunity to learn under sir, just for 6 months but still than that time was enough for me to change the way I looked at things.

You are the reason I look  differently at nature, art, people and everything I come across. I always wish I could get one more chance to learn so many things from you la sir. I have heard so many stories about you but I could not believe anyone as you looked fitter than us. I was always happy whenever I saw a post from you in facebook. somehow it told me that you were doing fine.

Today I heard that you are seriously sick and is admitted to hospital, I felt a deep sense sadness and realized that I can not anything but just pray for your quick recovery.

I was imagining sir on the hospital bed, I don`t like that idea at all... you should be out there with nature ...exploring thing.

Sometimes I want to argue with the creator, some people are there with no work, always hurting others ... but they are blessed with good health.

I wish for your quick recovery and long life ...
I wish you courage to bear the pain...
I wish for you to find the answers you are seeking...
I wish for you happiness...
and above all I wish you the power to fulfill all of your Dreams.

MAY GOD BLESS MY TEACHER WHO SHOWED ME MY WORLD DIFFERENTLY!



P.S This is my most favorite picture of my collage time ( I remember how sir said you loved our work and wanted to take a picture with us, and Later we were showing off to our friends)

Butterflies of my Heart

May be the winter season wanted to tell me to stay warm,

May be it knew I would not be able to hold it,

Or maybe it wanted me to melt the ice,

Winter is the coldest season but, that moment

When I was falling for you… it was the warmest.

 My memories of you, can never be forgotten,

Nor it can be erased ( I wish I could)

Just like a moon cycle I keep remembering the love I had for you

And just like the rain, my tears rolled down from my check.

  

Whenever I stepped out of my house,

I would look all directions and my day got completed when I saw you.

I looked away when you turned toward me

Maybe I should not have done that but I am glad I did it.

 Now when I look back, I feel petty at my unrequited love,

Not being returned and worst not being even known by you.

But the best part of it is that I am standing in this present moment,
feeling funny at how stupidly my world revolved around him.

Treat them well

At certain time of our life, we feel something… we want something… we see something… we do something… but yet we are still bond by society… yes the same society who don`t care whether you eat, sleep, drink, get sick or even when you felt sad .

We care to go to hospital to visit our friends, neighbor, boss or other favorable person… but we forget our parents are getting old and they need time to time health checkup. We memorize our friends birthday but never bother our parent`s. we feel wretched when our parents don`t celebrate our birthday but we care less to even wish or just pray for their good health.  

Our parents are the only things we can`t get in the market of life, anything can be replaced… but never our parents. I feel sad deep down my heart when I see kids treating their parents just because they are earning at the moment. Sometimes I just want to shake them off, shout at them and ask them…Do they mean nothing more to you?

Is this the only way to treat your parents… like this? Please think twice before we hurt them … we can never be able to carry the weight of their tears. Right now most of the children are not going against because they have no choice… later when they earn their own bread then their true colours can be seen.  

I know we are not perfect, we make mistake but for how long? Once and twice it’s cute but every time going against our parents, breaking their hearts… it’s just not happening.

I feel sad when I see kids, who are just thinking about themselves. They want every happiness of the world but don`t even try to bring a happiness on their parents face. Maybe I was like them when I was small and I really want to slap myself for that if I was like that but what is more important is how we are doing at the present… so I can proudly say that I respect my mom the most! She is my world and can do anything for her. If I could I will give all my happiness and peace to her because for our happiness she worked day and night to buy our happiness. And in that process she lost her time…

I hope I could also give her every happiness.  I truly wish so!

Thank you

    

Finding My self

I am trying to fin myself!

where? I have no idea, 

well sometimes  I am trying to find myself in my job and I feel that I am not so inspiring one as I don`t practice what I preach.

sometimes I try to find myself in my friends... well I feel that I am not so a good friend because I tend to judge them somehow... even when I know them so well...

sometimes I try to find myself in my family, but then there also I sometime feel that they would be much happier if I did not exist (maybe its not true)...

I try to find my self in my prayer but I pray only occasionally...

then I try to find myself in the moment but I realized that it does not stay for long... nothing does...

 

now the big question is where should I find myself? 

A big hole in my heart... what should I fill up with hole with? When will I be ever to find the answer?

someday..... one day .... I hope so...

Birthday of Guru Rinpochoe

Today was the day when you were born from lotus, leaving everything out you went and follow the path of truth. You made us realize the truth of this samsara. You are the greatest of great, you are my prayer, the hope and wished and dream come true... at your feet I prostrate you my Dear Guru Rinpochoe la!

I could not do anything for you, instead have asked lots of things from you... You showed me the path to your place but my ignorance has build a huge lump of cloud and because of that I can`t see you.   I am the laziest disciple of yours... yet you cared me like your favorites... your name along make my day. The feeling of being at your feet, brings me immense joy and I can no longer hold my happiness. Because of you I am a human being, who understands what pain is and what makes us feel pain. you are the one who showed me the world I am in right now and its beautiful. 

on this auspicious day, I somewhat feel sad because I could not give you anything... just my tears full of faith. Always asking you to meet me..when al

l I do is the negative which is taking me one step away from you.     

I am so sorry that I could not be a better person but I promise that I would not hurt anyone with my conscious mind. 

Happy Birthday Rinpochoe!

May you bless us all!

Maybe I don't know it...
Maybe it was supposed to be ok...
Maybe I had to smile ...
Maybe I had to bow down...
Maybe I was to be silent...
Maybe I was not to be born ...
But I did it and that's what makes me!
Proud to be #women, glad to be #independent, happy to be #voice, blessed to be #Bhutanese 😘

The power of Mother

Sometimes we never know the value of our time and life until we battle it and come out smiling 😊
#newborn #miracle #love







Flash back!
Sometimes I feel that it was just a dream... a bad dream where you suffered a lot... I could not do anything at that time. I could not even ask you to be strong.
When we are faced with problems, as a reflex we become a different person, and at that moment of your life you became a stronger person.
I still remember how boldly you gave birth to your son and raised it. of course your sir`s love, care and concern was also present but in the end only you were struggling the most.
I am so proud to have a friend like you... you once again showed me how our mother suffer to make us breath. even in your darkest and deepest pain you were only thinking about your son`s well being.
 it really touch my heart to see that, and because of that you made my bond with my mom even stronger.
I know for sure that your son may not remember what you went through but somehow in future if he happens to go against you and hurt you do tell me, I will pull his ears and tell your story :)

Finding Homes

We spent 
hours,
days,
months 
or even years 
of time in building
our HOME SWEET HOME... Yet we find that place so EMPTY ...
or with a big hole ... As we grow old we learn to build homes more in ourselves rather in someone else... because our true home is within us... But for some its too late to turn their back to their REAL HOME ...

My Deepest thought for my Children

Being teacher is not easy 
but it is a beautiful experience. 
Inputting little to big things, 
With prasies, scoldings and silent glare.

Forgetting our own world
For your better future world.
Spying your every moment to change
your faults to glittering stars.
Asking forgiveness every hour silently,
Hopping to make your hopes fly.
Gathering courage for you to move forward in every situation of your life.

Digesting the toughest problem
For your simple understanding,
We are giving you our everything,
Because we wanted that from
Our teachers.
With lots of love and care.
P.S hope someday my children will read this message