where? I have no idea,
well sometimes I am trying to find myself in my job and I feel that I am not so inspiring one as I don`t practice what I preach.
sometimes I try to find myself in my friends... well I feel that I am not so a good friend because I tend to judge them somehow... even when I know them so well...
sometimes I try to find myself in my family, but then there also I sometime feel that they would be much happier if I did not exist (maybe its not true)...
I try to find my self in my prayer but I pray only occasionally...
then I try to find myself in the moment but I realized that it does not stay for long... nothing does...
now the big question is where should I find myself?
A big hole in my heart... what should I fill up with hole with? When will I be ever to find the answer?
someday..... one day .... I hope so...
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